crazy little thing caLLed LOVE. :P

FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE, OL I WANTED TO DO WAS TO MOVE ON.
I'M READY TO LET HIM GO, LET HIM LIVE HIS LIFE WITHOUT ME.
I WANTED MYSELF TO LET GO. LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND ME. FORGET ABOUT THE HEARTACHES EN D PAIN.
I WANTED TO MOVE ON AND NEVER HAVE A SINGLE REGRET ABOUT IT.
I WANTED TO SEE MYSELF HAPPY.
MOVING ON WAS D ONLY ANSWER IN MY HEAD.


BUT I KNOW I CAN'T. I OLREDI TRIED. BUT IT WAS A MESS.
I LET HIM GO. BUT NEVER HAD THE COURAGE TO LET MYSELF GO.
I KNOW HE CAN LIVE WITHOUT ME. BUT I CAN'T. I NEED HIM.
I TRIED LEAVING EVERYTHING BEHIND BUT I FIND MYSELF COMING BACK.
I FORGOT ABOUT D HEARTACHE EN D PAINS BUT NEVER THE MEMORIES WE USE TO SHARE.
MOVING ON WITHOUT ANY REGRETS.? BE REAL. ITS TRASHTALK.
AND THE HAPPIEST MOMENTS IN MY LIFE ARE THE ONES THAT IM WITH HIM.
I WANT TO SEE MYSELF HAPPY. EN LOSING HIM WILL NEVER MAKE ME HAPPY AT ALL.


GUESS IM STUCK IN THIS SITUATION.
LOVING SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T LOVE ME BACK.
IT FUCKIN HURTS, BUT THE PAIN DOESN'T REALLY MATTER.
MAYBE SOMEDAY, I'LL FIND MYSELF READY TO OPEN ANOTHER CHAPTER IN MY LIFE.
SUMDAY, I'LL GET OVER HIM.
SUMDAY, I'LL BE FINE WITHOUT HIM.
BUT NOT TODAY. NOT TOMORROW. NOT ANYTIME SOON.
COZ BEING STUPID FOR HIM STILL MAKES ME FEEL GOOD.
EN LOVING HIM IS WHAT I STILL DO BEST.


I LOVE YOU XI.!!EN I'LL NEVER GONNA GET TIRED OF LOVING YOU. :)
I MISS YOU SO MUCH. :)